Poem: UNTITLED

I’m experiencing a severe case of writer’s block and coupled with all the things that I am dealing with in my life right now, it’s making me feel very unworthy…. I finally wrote something yesterday but I still feel like I tried too hard to let my emotions shine through it. I hope you all enjoy it though.
It’s dark again;
There are no familiar faces in my mind-
Only these demons that plague my kind
And I find it hard to voice out what causes me pain.
No matter how hard I try to still my traitorous thoughts
I’m worn out from what looks to strangers like self inflicted cuts
And only I feel the pain go right through me- water in a drain.
I want to fall in love and go to bright places
But I end up going nowhere at the end of these daily races
And I am on this earth, nothing more than a stain.
All around me are glasses filled with my tears
I bow my head, drown in the feeling of being less
And I let it take me towards the path where destruction lain.
I’m running in circles in my head, going crazy
My memories of happiness are hazy
And I feel these demons pull furiously at my sanity- a broken chain.
The glasses will remain full as I cry and writhe
I’m feeling a pain that it feels like nothing can soothe
And I hope someone saves me from this feeling of disdain
Because it’s dark again…
And my thoughts are flooded by the mess that was created by Eden…
-Smallee

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