I want to fall in love and go to bright places But I end up going nowhere at the end of these daily races And I am on this earth, nothing more than a stain.
Buried down, away in the dark And the truth unable to rise before death sets them (or me) free Lonesome tears on their cheeks Like fingers caressing tattered journal pages
Once upon a time, I was in love with you. Do you remember that? How I'd do anything to make you happy? It feels like a lifetime ago that I was madly, helplessly, totally in love with you. Or maybe the idea of you. Or just the idea of love. I honestly don’t know anymore. My mind is clouded when I look back on that time in my life.
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The gates are chained, An iron authority against my will
I have fallen from grace I feel like nothing but a barren waste Loathe has left fingerprints on my thoughts